When I was 8 I always wanted a cat and obviously my mom had always said no. Me and my brother were playing in our bedroom and my mom just got home and she told us to come out the the living room cause we were in trouble I walked out there and saw my baby Charlie sitting on my grandmas chest. I was so excited that day. I got the privilege of growing up with him. He would sleep with me every single night (even on my head) till I was 18. He loved food he would always wanna eat even when he just ate and Ofcourse I always gave him a tiny extra cause he was my baby. He loved going in the back yard and rolling in the cement even though he was an indoor cat.In 2016 I had gotten 2 baby cats named binx and savage and instantly Charlie clicked with them.. he took care of them always cleaning them and sleeping with them, like they were his own.. I cant imagine how they feel.About 3 weeks ago Charlie started getting sick I was so worried called all the vets I could and took him. He had kidney failure. My heart shattered immediately. I didnt wanna lose him I knew it was bad though because he didnt eat and like I said he loved food all he could do was drink water I felt completely helpless all I could do was give him as much love as I could. His appointment was today on August 1st last night I found him deceased. Ill always love my baby Charlie Im gonna miss him so much it hurts so bad. Growing up with him was amazing weve had some good memories and it feels like a piece of me left with him. Ill miss him forever.